see how much i miss u~

actually this title is modified from 1 novel that i read few years ago
which is--see how much i love you
ya, of course i love you^^
last few days mum was not around
kinda boring and quiet because we 2 like to crap and gossip XD
sometimes when my mood was not that good i will show my dark face to her, very sorry
when the days mum was not by my side, i felt so lonely
then, today before she came back she called me
i heard mum's voice, just realised that i miss her so much
after a short chat, suddenly she said "i love you"
hahahahaha
of course i replied the same words "i love you"
then we 2 laughed at there
sounds funny,i just realised since i have grown up for so many years i never express that i love her through words, omg so guilty
tis short conversation lead me to my memory when the first time i have to leave home to utp
the night before departed i was crying while packing, we 2 were so emotional
the next morning, before i leave i cried again (==)so my mum hug me and said "dun cry"
father was there too, his eyes were full with tears but he managed to control it
of course, this make me cried even worse because we seldom express our love physically LOL
i was so touching at that moment
now, i have been left to utp for around one year, but everytime when i think of the situation that i was in my mum's arms, my tears will drop